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My Top 5 Treat List.

As you all may already know that I'll be sitting for a 'war' this upcoming November. Yes, u read it right, sitting for a war. Your eyes didn't deceive you this time. In fact, it's 3hours per paper for 7 papers & a 2hours paper for multiple-choice. So if I do my math right, it'll be a total of 23 FULL hours of non-stop exam + brain storming + race against the clock thing. & tht's not including eating/sleeping/nature calls/bathe and etc. well, you know the drill.

With all those coming my way, the only thing that kept me going on, motivated & not giving up are the thoughts of treating myself at the end of the day after all the hard work/blood&sweat that I poured in during the whole process. Ok I know, cut the exaggeration, its only STPM. but hey, I'm just expressing myself alright.

Ideas on all the treats awaiting are never gonna end but I've come to the top 5 treat I'm dying to enjoy myself with. & you're lucky today cause I'm able to squeezzzeeee in to let you in on my top pampering ideas swimming in my head waiting to be put into words.

So ladies & gents, here are the top 5 that made my list [in descending order] :)

#5. Catch up on all my fav. shows.

Having a really tight schedule for my studies has made me lose out on most of my fav. shows - limiting my visits to the cinema and also distancing myself from the tv. Now I'm gonna make it all up with movie marathons!

#4. All-you-can-eat/free flow ice-cream buffet.

This is one of my biggest vice. Whether I need an instant pick-me-up or rewarding myself, this would do the trick ;)

#3. Destination unknown.

Be it locally or overseas, vacation can do all of us good. I remember treating myself to a trip last August to JB, few weeks after finishing my mid-term. It was a short one, but still worthwhile.& If I win the Dell Inspiron 13, it'll be a breeze for me to blog bout my journey from any part of the world. Sharing is caring, indeed.

#2. Zoukout '09!

Going to one of the most anticipated outdoor dance music festival of the year would be one hell of a treat for me. That is why it could come so close to my top 5 list but could only make it to no.2 cause I've booked tht no.1 spot for something even better. yupe, even better than ZoukOut.

...and the #1. spot goes to..*drumroll*

Dell Inspiron 13 Laptop!

Now, you all must be wondering - why does it deserves no.1 spot on my treat list? Well, to start things off, little did you know, the laptop I'm currently using which is the HP Pavilion tx 2000 has bailed on me. its the screen to be exact. maybe cause of all the too many functions that I don't really need like touch screen monitor, tablet pc, etc. makes it blackout every once in a while. unfortunately, the warranty period ended last April. This HP laptop was one of my few treats which I treated myself to prior of my entering to Form6. I thought that having my own personal work machine will lighten my burden for the coursework, assignments, research and notes. It didn't disappoint on tht part of the job, just that its not so heavy duty as I expect it to be.

So this time, I'd prefer a laptop which have only the functions I need & not those unnecessary ones which I hardly even use.

With the tag line, "Outer Beauty, Inner Strength", it could be proven with its smooth round edges and crisp clean lines that are simply designed to inspire. Colours available are Alphine White, Obsidian Black & Cherry Red. There's no reason for you not to show off your true colours with these dashing ones.

Appearance asides, with the Intel^® Core^TM 2 Duo processor delivering 50% more perfomance, it enables you to multitask at high speeds, improved graphics performance with ATI Mobility Radeon^TM HD 4330 & it also has built-in connectivity with a media card reader, HDMI and eSATA. Now this has truly proves to the tagline for inner strength.

The new Inspiron 13 laptop combines fun mobile features with a Hi-def experience and WiFi, all inside a sleek design — a perfect balance in an unbalanced world. The thin and light design made it easy for mobility which means its travel-friendly and keeping my blog updated won't be a problem anymore.

Another plus point would be the Dell™ Webcam Central which let me stay connected with my friends and family via video chat easily. The 16:9 widescreen format means I don't have the need to squint my already tiny eyes or leaning closer towards the screen. It's such an eye-saver as I don't want to end up with damaged eyesight from all the blogging.

& since you're being so patient for reading my blog, it is time for me to reward you. Finally, the day has come that just by reading blogs, you would be rewarded for it. I kid you not. You will be receiving this special coupon with the code 7ZQVQF2RLZRKW3 from Dell that would allow anyone who makes a purchase of a Dell Inspiron 13 (S510701MY) with Rm100 instant cash redemption! But take note that this promotion is only available online or by calling 1800-88-0301. Coupon code expires on 5 Nov. 2009.

There you have it, my top5 treat list. I really hope I could get my hands on those especially the #1 treat. till next time. smiles..*

pictures and information on Dell Inspiron 13 laptop courtesy from Dell & nuffnang.

My DJ play these.

#1. Bulletproof

#4. Two is better than one.

#1. We are golden.

#3. Rain.

#8. Touches you.

#9. By the time.

#4. Don't let me fall.

#9. Live like you're dying.

#11. We will not grow old.

#12. Force of nature.

The last dance.

It has been confirmed on the last Friday assembly that the last day for us U6 students will be on the November 13th. So technically, there's only 3 weeks left for sch. & THT'LL BE IT! I never thought I'll say this but yupe, I'm sure I'm gonna miss times like this - cursing every single schooling morning on why my alarm gotta ring at 6++ am and keep pushing the snooze button, putting on the horrendous white&turquoise uniform, zoomzoom on the road like its your grandpa's cause you're getting late from all the snoozing & etc.

Well, every chapter has its ending. but that also means there will be another beginning to a brand spanking new chapter. can't wait to explore what's in store for me. ;)

1,2,3..not only You&Me.

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don't see the harm
So are you game?

♥

Happy.

Someone once told me
That you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain..
Don’t you love in vain..
’Cause love won’t set you free

I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy..But safe as could be...
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happyyyyyy..
Just wanna be happyy..

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
But all these days
They feel like they’re the same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here..

So many turns that I can't see
So many strangers on this road
But don't say victim
Don’t say anything...

Possess Your Heart.

Little child, don't cry

I'll be by your side.

Little child, wipe your tears

I'll be here to fight all your fears.

Let's Not Ask Why It's Not Right.

catch her before it's too late.

They Hear We Got Swagger.

I tried to move on, seeing things in a positive way. you know, the brighter side of things as what other people say. Focus more on what I'm actually in for and prioritise. Optimistic for short. Alas, it's all easier said than done. The way they put it seems so easy wheezy. Almost like it could be done with a snap of a finger. I wasn't naive either. of course I knew it requires more work than what I'm doing. I tried...really.

In fact, it WORKED! but it didn't last long. just not long enough for it to actually last. not long enough to convince me through. what saddens me is that you wouldn't even remember the memories that played on like a film without a sound in my head. How did this ever occurred to me?

Whom used to be the carefree damsel now has vapourised into thin air. I searched for her. I Loved Her. I WAS HER. Where is she? more importantly, where is the girl whom I used to be? That damsel I know never gave a second thought on love/romance. It had always been about just infatuation & eye candies. a clean slate, no strings attached, no commitments. Now, wasn't that simple, less complicated & minimal drama.

Newton's 3rd Law states that, "to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction." I beg to differ on this case, cause whatever I'm doing, I'm not seeing any reactions. maybe I just didn't put in adequate effort in the action.

It has been months since I last saw you. As a matter of fact, a year is close approaching. What happen to the saying, "out of sight, out of mind" ? I absolutely need to gather all my might to fight this mind wandering habit. It's not even worth it, no?

I would still be more than willing to believe things will eventually get better in time. The ocean is wide, tons of fishes still swimming around, why fret? I'll end this with a quote from the legendary Bob Marley;

Love the life you Live,

Live the life you Love.

The Subtleties.